DND

I checked out. It’s been a little over a year now since my estranged husband moved out. Yes, still husband. Because we have yet to finalize our divorce. I was under the assumption this had taken place months ago. September,…

CG

Man, this guy really threw me for a doozy. I first named him “KG”, ‘Kinky guy’, in the last entry I posted. I changed my mind though. Meet confusing guy. I originally ‘met’ him via a dating app. Which by…

SG

I suppose I should dive right into this one. Get it? Dive? Wet? Water? Ok, you’re right. I’ll stop. Somewhere after affair guy, I met squirter guy. *Pause* I know you’re reading this thinking ‘uh what the fuck, Mikah? ‘BACK…

OMWTFYD

It has been awhile since I’ve checked in. I promised myself I would only write when I really marinated on an entry. I don’t want to rush this process or otherwise the work isn’t as good. And ya know, I…

Growing pains

My divorce is final Monday. While I’ve pictured this chapter for maybe…a year now? It still feels heavy closing it. There are plenty of pages I wouldn’t mind lingering on. I’m having trouble moving on. Not in the sense that…

Let it grow

The last five years have felt pretty safe. Being at home either pregnant, postpartum, or generally in the thick of being a full-time homemaker. Joe was like a security blanket to me. History does not mean it is healthy. After…

Not allowed to shame me.

It has taken a lot of courage for me to write this one. As I’m typing it right now…still in edit mode, I’m thinking to myself “there is no going back if you publish this one, are you sure? Think…

Mama can you die from a broken heart?

I took off today. Well, by the time I’m finished writing this…it’ll likely be after midnight when anyone reads it. I guess consider it yesterday. I know I’ve been feeling off lately. Of course, that is to be expected. I’m…

Did a full 180

What a time to be alive, amirite? What a time to do anything…especially separation. Divorce. I’m losing and winning. I feel like I’m doing something I’ve been waiting for and something I was hoping would never happen. I sorta feel…

Sisters Weekend

I have been waiting for this reunion for some time now. I think we figured out it has been 11 years? Since we last saw each other. The ‘girls’ are now 16 and 18. Our mom is what we share…