Category Healing

DND

I checked out. It’s been a little over a year now since my estranged husband moved out. Yes, still husband. Because we have yet to finalize our divorce. I was under the assumption this had taken place months ago. September,…

Growing pains

My divorce is final Monday. While I’ve pictured this chapter for maybe…a year now? It still feels heavy closing it. There are plenty of pages I wouldn’t mind lingering on. I’m having trouble moving on. Not in the sense that…

Let it grow

The last five years have felt pretty safe. Being at home either pregnant, postpartum, or generally in the thick of being a full-time homemaker. Joe was like a security blanket to me. History does not mean it is healthy. After…

Mama can you die from a broken heart?

I took off today. Well, by the time I’m finished writing this…it’ll likely be after midnight when anyone reads it. I guess consider it yesterday. I know I’ve been feeling off lately. Of course, that is to be expected. I’m…

Did a full 180

What a time to be alive, amirite? What a time to do anything…especially separation. Divorce. I’m losing and winning. I feel like I’m doing something I’ve been waiting for and something I was hoping would never happen. I sorta feel…